the fear of making a latte

Written October 15th 2007 by Larry

i am 51. been pretty scared most of my life. scared of what...?? how the hell do i know...just been scared. even my fears have scared me.
today i made the very first larrys corner pretty mediocre latte
feels like i climbed a mountain in my pajamas and flip flops!!!
i made a latte!!!
and i wasn`t scared!
i just did it.
finding more and more that the scariest thing in the world...it aint anything other than our minds.
god do i sound 14 year old philosphic.
so what...it`s my blog.
i have been awake for months dreading today...this day i was to learn to make coffee for the store.
i had this idea of getting a cd with sound effects and making instant coffee with my back turned and pretending to make latte and actually just do instant with warm milk and hope i had stupid customers.
at 51 i feel like being brave.
i made a latte
welcome to my world