ego reputo loud proinde ego sum

once again
maybe it`s age
maybe it`s some new found discovery within myself
but i have just noticed something
since moving to stockholm
i seem to think louder than i did when i lived in varberg
is it the traffic? are people louder? maybe the air is thicker and it requires harder thinking?
maybe i am really getting old and even my brain is getting hard of hearing
i have no idea
just notice that i scream alot when i think
is this a big city thing? or is it me?
i really have no answer....just sorta cool realizing it
not only that...but i have also begun to think
with other peoples voices
once again..i am open to suggestions as to why
it`s not always people i am close to or want to imitate
i just use different peoples voices at times
for a while it was erik`s voice
erik was the wonderful guy who threw the pie in the kings face
he was one of my first customers
i gave him a free film when he came to the store after the pie incident
his voice was nothing special
cary in detroit, my kids, my god...i love thinking with my babas voice
but i have no idea why
is it healthy?
right now i am loudly thinking that despite the fact that baba got angry at me for showing it to her
funny games by michael haneke
is a captivating movie
i really think so