same, same, same, same, same, samesamesamesame kill me please

i tend to babble alot
don't know why
and don't care why
i just babble

as usual...i am going xmas crazy
not the stress
not the food, not the cleaning nor the present shopping
as usual
it's the damn
sameness that is driving me crazy
and once again
it's these damn lists

today i read 3 different best books to buy for xmas lists
one had been enough
they were all the same!!
why? why? why must it be the same routine every damn year
these books, these cds, these films?
my favorite films this year were among others
miracle in milan from some time in the 50s.
it's a film i should've seen years ago...but it took the wonderful taste of my baba to get me to wake up. ok...it's not from 2007....is it ok it made my list? is it ok that it's not on every other damn list?
gravikords whirlies and pyrophones is from 1998....and pretty odd as far as cds go. dare i tell you about it? the people on this cd were without a doubt not the kinds of people whop bought xmas presents according to stupid boring lists!!!
kens guide to the bible is the perfect xmas gift to either your religious aunt who has no money so you don't have to worry about being written out of the inheritance...or to your satanist brother to give him some laughs. it is from 1995 and i wonder if it made any lists.

ok...this one film came today so i guess even larry can sell himself.
the invasion of thunderbolt pagoda is possibly my tip for xmas present of 2007. this is psychedlic..make that PSYCHEDELIC. ira cohen is my new discovery....another name i should've noticed and learned about years ago that i finally woke up to. i just got 5 copies of this film and will only sell 4. will you be one of the lucky ones?

as for me.....i am as usual...lucky all the time
i have my baba
enjoy